Friday, November 11, 2011

a fork in the road........

When I ask myself, "what should I do?" often times, I already know WHAT I really need to do.

I'm just searching for another word of affirmation, another sign of reinforcement, an extra push, or perhaps a smile of comfort. I'm looking for a shield to guard my heart from fear. I'm looking for someone who will take my hand and walk along side me, reinforcing me that everything will be fine.

Funny thing is, I have a tendency to hide (and I mean, HIDE) from my giants. I like to hide out form this question itself. I will hide for a very long time, if I needed to. I will stress over it and cry over it and finally come to the above realization; that I just needed clarification, help, and support.  It happens usually once a year and it is always the month of November.

Just learning to gain a clearer understanding of SELF,
our life long journey......